Who Am I? Poem by Pradeep Kumar

Am i a human or a monster?
Who cannot understand laughter
Was i always like this?
Or i too knew peace
Who i really am i don't know
I just move on with the flow
Not knowing what really to do
I wish i could know that too
The feeling of love and pain
I wish i could dance in rain
But these pain has made me like this
Where i can't cry nor find peace
Its hard for me to live like this
Where my life is breaking piece by piece