Who Knows What Will Come With Me From My Studies? ? Poem by Monyping Marial Buot

You abandoned me
I am like a parentless child
In a thousand of miles
Where I am studying

None of you all can think of me
Apart from my poor Mum & Twin vro
Who could not afford to buy for me
Even a single book
Even a pen,
Nor paper
My Mum
Who do not even know where i am in
In which part of the country
In whose people's Land
In whose people's Kingdom.

I feel parentless in my studies
In my Living
In what ever i do.

It seems like i have never been born with brothers and sisters,
It seem like i was born alone
No brother and Sister
But
It is a huge lie
Un measurable lie
Even a lie detector can tell
I condemn it,
They are there
I have morethan enough
Too many brothers and sisters who could support me,
All uncles and Aunts,
Cousins and Nephews are all there.
But
In the midst of the biggest family
I feel like an Adopted child
Who do not know the really blood Parents

Why is it painful to you
To spend something on me
On my studies
So that i can be somebody tomorrow
In the future.

If i ask for a small fees
To support me in my studies
In Foreign land
I am looked at as if i have asked For Pail of money.

I am pyretic to you
I know,
My soul knows
Because i am now a beggar
Who have nothing
Apart from life that God gave me.
But
Who knows what will come with me from my studies among you?

Brothers, Sisters, Uncles, Aunts and all my relatives!
I have NO YOU, I can't see you
Only friends that i can see.
Where ARE you please at my side? ? ?