Why? Poem by GGs Girl

Why must I feel this way?
It should have been a joyous day,
Instead I sit here, crying out my eyes,
While my head is screaming inside,
I miss you so much, when I'm without,
Why do I feel this way when you're about?
Right now I want you here with me,
This here is the real me, you see,
Do I even care at all?
If you'll be the one to catch me when I fall?
One mood says I need you forever,
Another says I wish it never,
Make me happy, make me smile,
Stay with me for more than awhile,
I hope you're enough for me to be,
The way I am, I hope you see.