Why Did I? Poem by kaavyaa kriday

Why did I love her
Why did I do this
Why did I touch her
Why did I give that kiss? ?

She held my hand,
Why didn’t I shove it off
When she looked into my eyes
Why didn’t I rebuff? ?

She cried on my shoulders
Damn it! why did I let her..? ?
Coz when I needed hers
She just wasn’t there! !

Why did I look into her eyes?
Which made me forget the world around me?
What magic did she have on me?
When I asked her hand standing on my knees?

God! ! I shudder to think of that night
When she told me to understand her plight!
“I can’t go against my parents she said,
Who have chosen a guy who is much well paid! !
Please forget once “we were in love”
“Life’s like that and we have to move”! !

I was proud of my love,
I thought I wud cherish
But how I just wonder
Things take years to blossom
& minutes to perish?

I still can’t forget her
But thts wht I will hv to do
Bitter as it may sound to you
I will have to move! !