Why In The Hell Try Poem by anna sprague

if im never to see you agien
if im never to hear you
if im never to have you hold me
then why do i live
is it because there is always a chance
or maybe because im dumb
i need to be with you
i always dream of you
even though we had 3 months
it wasnt long enough
i dont think you know how i really feel
this maybe a game to you
but you said forever and ill hold you to it
or forever ill haunt your dreams
im sick of waking up to my own screams