Will I Ever Poem by mandy supergirl

will i ever smile again
will i feel them butterflys deep inside me
will i ever smile again
hopefully....Possibly

will i ever feel love again
will i feel my heart beat with joy
will i ever be happy, only time will tell

all this time i think to much
yet sometimes i do not think at all

will i ever feel wholeness
this life is one big toy! ! ! ! ! !

my crazyness overwhelms me
and im sure i get to you
i drown in pain and sorrow
yet i try and pull myself through

time she is a mystery
unknowens to me and you
my life............ perplexity..........! ! ! !
will you help me through? ?

i stare up to the sky
i see the stars and moon
i wonder if a black hole
would apper and swallow me soon

i know that life is crazy
i know that she is bad
i know i got to fight her
with everything i have.....

peace! ! !