Worried... Poem by Geovanni Leaño

I know i'm just a friend of yours,
But I still can't figure out why i'm worried...
Whenever I picture you dancing with someone,
My heart feels burried,
Whenever I picture you crying on someone,
I wish it was my shoulder,
Whenever I picture you smile deeply for someone,
How I wish it was me,
Whenever I imagine you happy with someone,
How I wish I am that someone,
Whenever you aske me who's my special someone,
I wish i could tell that you're my special someone,
Whenever I picture you close your eyes,
How I wish that it is me infront of your eyes,
Whenever I picture you sleeping calmly,
How i wish that I am the one you're dreaming,

How i wish i could just simply tell you what i feel,
If not only because of the promise i've made this Valentines Day,
You should have already know about it,
But the closer Valentines gets,
The more worried i become,
What if I'm a second late?
What if you were waiting all this time?
what you think that i'm just your friend?

For your eyes are ever so soulful,
That can mend my bleeding heart mournful,
For your smile is always been angelic,
And desiring it sometimes makes me feel pathetic,
For you are what I call an exotic flower that rarely blooms at winter,
I hope this poem will never make you wither.

-GanNi