You Cant Poem by Moon Child

no no no
you CANT leave me
i cant lose you
death cant have you
i could live without you
just the mere thought of it makes me weak
just the mere thought of it makes me gasp in pain
just thinking about it makes that gaping hole in my chest grow bigger
all the loss
all the pain
all the sadness
ive collected alot
can you patch it up
can you make me better
can you be my light
my glue
my thread
sew up the holes
glue together the peices of my heart
shine your light on my face
wake me from this torment
show me the way out
its not to late
i can be fixed
im not broken
right
im still good
im not tainted
im still loveable
through all the thorns
through all the spikes and jagged edges
im still me right?
i can love right?
goddess i hope so
you deserve so much
i only hope to make you happy
i would gladly be yours
just dont leave me
i cant bear that loss