Your Inside Music Poem by Sham AlSaadi

When you don't know where you're at
And nobody gives a damn
When you can't recognize
What everybody's act
And you don't remember your roll

When you don't find a way
Your mind turns to grey
All the other colors fade
That's when you don't know anything at all

You gotta sit down
Listen to yourself
Clear your head
And play your inside music
It's your thoughts making a beat
Rhymes exactly with your heart
Then you won't feel your feet
As they start to dance around
And you now may figure things out

The second step
Which I recommend
Is to grip a paper and a pen
Write everything down
Your feelings, his mind
Your thoughts, his acts
How you live, love and laugh
How you tried but he didn't mind
I believe that by the time
You won't even remember that
When you do this
Let a of yourself out
Ever tear and every smile
Think of what can you do
But most of all
Don't regret the past
You're doing this
So you forget
Won't use a thing
If you get yourself more into it
You'll reach a point
Where you can't
Remember his name and all

At the moment
You'll do The third step
Which is deleting and removing
every memory
Like everything
As they're gone with every picture
Every post and every message
You think it's hard
But you have the power
To do all of it

Then now you're free
Of his ghosts
The ones you thought
They won't go

Sit again with your mind
Listen to yourself
Clear your head
And play your inside music
It's your thoughts making a beat
Rhymes exactly with your heart
Then you won't feel your feet
As they start to dance around
And now you know you know

That he's for now
And forever gone
You don't even
Want him back
Cause his place has also gone
And he's the blaming one
The purple color is
Back again
To your purple life
You find out
There's another beautiful one
Behind his back
And now you can see it
Now you've moved on...