Your Pain Poem by mary catherine

i know your childhood was hard on you
your dad left.............right out of the blue
no explanation nor any goodbyes
who knows what he was thinking or his demise
your mom couldn't cope...it was so hard
the bottom of a bottle was better in a bar
you and your brother spent nights alone
filled with worry would they ever come home?
as time went on and you grew up
you held that in......you bottled it up
you fell into.... that same kind of pain
thinking the bottle and running would ease your strain
women since then have come and gone
but the one you love, she did you wrong
there's only me.......left here to wait
worrying everyday about our fate
i know that women have caused you pain
but sweetheart....i'm not the one to blame
i'm the one thats waiting at the door
for you to come home from that nasty war
your thousands of miles away from me
fighting in a land that will never be free
i'm sorry so much pain has crossed your path
but believe me husband it will not last
if you'd just let go and believe in me
i'll never hurt you, if you'd only see
that my heart is true and sent from above
could you just for once stop! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
and believe in my love
it's waiting for you each and every day
i'd never hurt you and with this i pray
that your pain inside will find a way
to believe in me...........i Love you james.! ! !