I see the harvest washing through the field,
Papered husk of old hag's face,
Disguising its heart of gold.
I see the skylarks circle overhead without purpose or care,
...
Clear sky, sun rays down,
Burning stones, scalding dust rise,
Leathered face, tanned hands.
...
Squat neck; plucking pimpled, wash-day grey,
Saline beads on pock'd beak,
Repellent to civil sensibilities,
The odious stench of putrid falsities.
...
It is good to see new life in the old dog learning new tricks.
When all thought of juvenile playfulness had vanished from your mind,
Like fresh spring shoots,
Emergent in hidden crevasses and dark corners,
...
Prisoner to one’s own kin.
Milky pallor in shadowed chamber,
Radiant solar beauty never to kiss child soft skin.
Dreaming of ruddy skinned harvesters,
...
World
I see the harvest washing through the field,
Papered husk of old hag's face,
Disguising its heart of gold.
I see the skylarks circle overhead without purpose or care,
Pleasured by the breeze beneath their wings.
I see each tree seperate, unique,
Characterised by their own expression,
Each leaf a life alone,
Trunks twisted and gnarled as bittered souls.
I see evil amongst this seamless world,
For even in the peace of beauty I feel pain.
For i am unable to ignore,
For I am Atlas,
As I am forced to bear this weighted agony upon my shoulders.
My back grows weak, my head aches,
But it is my heart that is forever heavy.
What is my crime? I ask, my eyes towards the sky,
Hoping for an answer,
From I know not what,
For I care no longer.
Why must I suffer my pain and others too?
The answer comes,
For this world is too harsh for souls such as I,
For I am too weak.