I only have myself to speak to,
Because I feel like I can't speak to others
—Or even try to—
But some I might speak to.
...
I'd like to both die and live,
But should I just do one,
I'd pick to live. So once,
When my time has gone, shall die,
...
Fear
Face the thought,
Entertain it just to say,
"All of this is too much.
Risk is something I'm not willing to take."