This masquerade has gone on
Long enough I do not want to
Live in the shadow of a lie
Anymore it is time that
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I toss and turn in my sleep
The stinging tears stream down cheeks
I try to wake but to no avail
I'm stuck in my own dream hell
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Before I go might I ask
For one more kiss
Before I embrace the night's
Cold bliss
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I shut my door
So that no one can hear my cries
I walk slowly to the bathroom
And open up the cabinet
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Do not carry me on brother
I deserve this fate
I ask of you my brother
To let me hurt
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I close my eyes
To finally sleep
Having a break
From the nightmares
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Do you honestly
Think I care
If I let you see
The darker side of me
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As we lay together
All snuggled up
Your head on my chest
As I gently caress
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I must ask you my dear
To pardon me
For I don't know
How to dance
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