In one short and sweet note my life has been fucked up since the age of 9 months old... I grew up calling the wrong man dad my mom new and had my last name changed illegally I was touched and made to touch since I was 5 yrs old so by the time I hit 13 I was doing any and all drugs having sex and nobody gave a fuck...I have 7 kids ages 14-2 with four different men... I raised all the kids on my own (well some with my first husband and some with my second) But their dads had nothing to do with them for 10 years then when I met my second husband Corey my life has gone down hill since... I lost my kids, I now have 4 felonies that he helped with but did not get charged only me and this is in 2 different states, I got really strung out on pills and was sent to a long term rehab where I had my youngest son Lukus he is the only one I have... I screwed that up left and came to Arizona without Corey was doing great with a great job and all then Corey comes up here and I once again lose it all... I didn't want to see the truth that we are not good together cause I loved him so much but now I do see and realize it and I know that I finally made the rite choice maybe life is gonna get better from this moment on....
Lies told lies spread
Lies written lies read
Heartbroken tears cried
Love lives love dies
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If I close my eyes I won't have to see
Just what life has made of me
Its so hard to stand here all alone
To find the strength on my own
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Love is what I feel for you
Love is being faithful and true
Always there for eachother
Understanding one another
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This poem is a true story pass it on if you can:
My name is Chris
I am three
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Although at times you break my heart
Knowing God has his reasons for keeping us apart
Memories of you and the year gone by
I'll always treasure till I die
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