this language thing doesnt really work, , , what i write is not what i think and what people understand from my writing has nothing to do with me or my thought...then how the fuck can i express the thoughts that are keeping me up at night, chasing me everywhere.The most I could do is write it down,
while you were, i wasn't
you were fading away, it didn't bother me
you left, i didn't notice
i noticed but i didn't care
...
Which road should I walk,
if no roads lead to you
which song should i listen to,
if no song resonates with your voice
...
Where are you?
the face i couldn't take my eyes off
those piercing eyes that saw through my soul
the tenderness of your touch
...
all my neurons
all the narratives it set
all the biases i had
all of it vanished
...
i found myself thinking about you
about everything we were
everything we could have been
and everything in between
...