MY HEAR IS HURTING AT THE MOMENT, SO WHATEVER IM PUBLISHING IS WHAT IM FEELING AT PRESENT, REST ASSURED IT WILL TOUCH ONE AND ALL CUZ U ALL HAVE FELT LIKE THIS.....SOME TIME IN UR LIFE
the feeling is genuine, heck i cant even spell it right,
how could i feel something so pure if i cant spell it,
u cant love someone before not even meeting them, not possilbe, not true,
but ive been there but ow can it be? ? ? ? ?
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this is difficult for me, i dont know y?
its like a load on my chest, its difficult to breath, cant sleep, restless,
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YOU know my search is now over,
I dont intend to look for u because ur in peace with yourself now, I've just realized that my heart just broke
I didnt realize my mistake, i let my precious slip out of my hand
I just let it slip through my fingers and into the winds of time, Ill miss you eternally i dont know for how long
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U left me like this
Even enemies dont do that, u were worst then them
U betrayed me, i dont know where to go,
I'm hurt, my mind is badly wounded, i need help,
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I dont think ive ever wanted anything more in life then i do now,
I'ts very selfish but i want to be with you, it was a mistake,
Why am I not to be forgiven, its so much pain, please forgive me,
I never meant to hurt anyone, it feels so horrible its so much waste Mindless thinking, its so much of of a brain drain, please forgive me,
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