susan brealey Biography

i remember all the times we spent together
now we don't even talk to each other
we were such great friends
when we tried something new
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Dear You,

I just want to tell you,
I love you with all my heart.
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You'll never know
how much
your smile lights up the room
or your laughter fills my soul,
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Why is this so hard?
Why is it every day I'm forced to battle with my control?
I want what I can't have.
You're intoxicating, saying all the right words,
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Im withering away to nothing.
dont feel like myself, but i dont feel like anyone else either.
Im nothing
Just sitting here drives me crazy.I hate being here, but i cant think of a better place to be. I just want SOMETHING to happen, but i dont know what! !
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