Teasia Ruffin Poems

Watch as the unbeating souls float across the eye sight
Shadows stick to the ceiling and look down upon you
The voices tell their stories and scream in agony
Fight the urge to cut the healing wounds open
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Betrayed by the one closest to the heart
Fall as the knife once again pierces the back
Bleeding internally struggling to get up and run away
Tears are fake as touches were forced
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Time has run out, for me.
Everything's distant and I don't know what to believe.
It's so hard, lost in the world confusion.
And I need to leave, for a while.
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This the worst feeling ever
Why do I feel this way and what triggered it
I almost died and I can't see why
It's been a long while since this has happened
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You mean so much to me
I will never break your heart like the others have
You deserve to be so happy
And with me I will make sure you are and always will be
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I really hope its revenge
I would die if it was how you felt
Revenge hurts like a bitch
I never thought I could hurt like this
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Life is moving very fast
Im not ready to face what the world has for me
I play around and dont take life serious
I may not graduate
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My selfesteem has decreased
My heart has boiled into an egg
Blood zigzag's across my arms
I watch as my already deep scars deepen more
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We both have thought about surrendering
Its not the answer
We've been hurting eachother a lot lately
I hate it with all my soul
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Sometimes I really have to stop and think
Sometimes I wonder why im not allowed
If you want to be my friend
Why are you doing this
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