The Queen's Dagger

From the moment I saw you,
I knew that something was wrong.
What makes you laugh makes others cry,
but I don't want to see you die.
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I'll cross my heart,
but I do not hope to die.
If the reaper takes me,
I will not run away,
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Does anybody care?
Is anybody listening
when I scream at the top
of my stupid lungs?
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This mountain that I must climb
is taunting me.
It seems to say,
'you're stupid, you're worthless,
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'expect to be accepted',
if you do so, you'll be let down.
The world doesn't want to
see you wearing a crown.
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I was abandoned,
I was abused.
I was ignored,
I was used.
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The question is between you two,
'A' and 'B'.
If this were a math test,
I would have the answer in a second.
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The knife sinks deep
into his chest.
White-hot crimson
flows like a waterfall.
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I do not understand
why my heart still bleeds
for him who it cannot have.
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I am proud not to be one of you.
It may sound silly, but it's true.
I hate all that you are;
I hate all that you do.
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I was searching for a reason,
any reason.
i was searching for a sign,
any sign.
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Your blind happiness,
your sugarcoated hatred,
your intelligent stupidity.
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There's poison in the air.
I cannot see this deadly thing,
this deadly creature that
has me trapped within its clutches.
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There's nothing I can do.
You have no idea how much it pains me
to say these words.
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This is scaring me.
I can't distinguish nightmares
from the harsh reality
of this life that I live.
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Sorry.
It no longer means a thing.
You are desensitized
to this plea from my heart.
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Time passes.
Where did the day go?
Where did the year go?
Where did my life go?
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Could I go back?
Would it be the same?
Would I still be able
to call you by name?
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Maybe if you weren't so scared,
maybe if you weren't so guarded,
maybe if you weren't so protective,
I would let you in.
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It's funny how it works;
as if you know exactly where it hurts.
You have a remedy
before I feel the pain.
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