I have been through alot in my life... my childhood was really rough. i have been sexually assaulted and sexaul harrassed. I have an alcoholic father and a highly christian mother. Yet I myself don't even know if there is a god. But I believe in treating people with respect. Get to know me!
Sitting here today in my living room
Hoping that all of this pain will float away soon
With the tears flowing down my face
I miss the way you made me feel I belong in this place.
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you walk by me and it hurts much
i miss looking into your eyes and your gentle touch
i see you in the halls and my soul starts to burn
i wish you could see how much i want another turn
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You write of peace and love
you write of war and change
you must be sent from up above
because in todays economy it's awful strange
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I moved away from the pain
I wished I could change my life.
My feelings were destroyed
as well as my personal pride.
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