When it seems like life has let you down
friends you knew are no longer around
When walls seem to close you in,
When it feels like no ones been where you've been
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I have had my world crushed, heart stomped to pieces, and my feelings hurt,
I've been cursed, hated on and drug thru the dirt.
I've felt as if the weight of the world had landed in my lap.
I've been Lied to, cheated on, and made to feel like crap.
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I wouldn't say that I've tried, that shouldn't be a word,
to say that I haven't succeeded that just won't be heard.
I have been told to look beyond what I know is real,
a place where only you decide when and how you'll heal.
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There will come a day you will surely see, all the horrible things you've said and done to me.
I sit here and think of all the times we've fought, and how my relationship with you is something i bought.
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You cast your line, baited and hooked.
You waited and waited, did what it took.
Here I am dangling at the end of your line, paitently waiting, frozen in time.
Unable to breathe you watch me struggle,
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I hope you think of me when your all alone.
In the moments that quiet you heart of stone.
I want you to know that your the one who lost me.
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In the shadows they lurk, unseen and sly,
These things that hate me, I wonder why?
With venomous whispers and icy stares,
They fill my days with haunting despairs.
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My soul is weakened by lies you kept bribing me with,
My voice no longer heard by the dying love in your eyes
Where is it you fade away to when the day is all but gone
Where is your heart now if not with me it no longer belongs.
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The morning light shines down on a new day.
There's something I should be thankful for
But lost without the words to say.
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My name is your name,
My name is different,
My name is a flower,
My name is sour,
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