I've lived a hard life. I know that there are people who have lived through worse things than i have. I've recently been 'diagnosed' with depression. Its like im living on my own. My parents haven't ever really been there for me. I have two younger siblings who get the most attention. I first started writing poems in the 6th grade when i was 11. I am now 15, and in the 10th grade. I have journals full of things that i have written over the past few years. Writing is one of my passions. I'm not even sure how i got into it at all, but all my friends say that its all really good. Even my English teacher thinks that i'll publish a poem book or something. I thought it was kind of funny. They think i should publish a whole book of my poems.
I zone out a lot
Half the time i dont know why
I go to a place where everything's perfect
Its my own little paradise
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When i think of you, i think of how lucky i am to have you in my life
So many times our paths had come so close, yet never crossed
When they finally did...
I knew i belonged in your arms
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Im supposed to be asleep right now, but i just keep tossing and turning
I have my radio on, and good music is actually playing
A few seconds later i hear my mom arguing
About a week ago i had a horrible nightmare
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It would be heaven if i could wrap my love around you
Letting the warmth and silky softness of it caress you, awaken you, remind you how desired you are
It would be heaven if i could kiss the top of your head to show how i completely i love you
It would be heaven if instead of daydreaming this...
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