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Freedom For Me

Freedom for me
Is what it's come to be
I was trapped in my mind
and brainwashed for as long as it seems

I thought I fell in love
September of 2018
the only outcome was
he hurt and wanted to kill me

The drugs took over his life
and he became obsessed with me
not only me
but every girl he'd ever see

I'd cry behind closed doors
I'd let him feed me with his lies
but soon enough if you looked at me
you'd see my bloodshot eyes

I became warped too
never knew what drugs would do to you
at only 16
I wanted drugs but denied caffeine

I wanted out of my mind
I wanted to get back on my grind
but the abuse and lies from him
kept me hanging on the limb

I lost respect for myself
and for my family too
next thing you know
I lost respect for the guy I loved too

The guy I gave it all to
lied and manipulated me in my face
He wanted to drag me down
he acted as if life was a race

He treated me like an animal
I was beat and broken
but if he got to have a one night stand with someone
He would treat me as if I was a gold token

I sat back in fear
fear of him and fear of living
I was scared of the world
All I ever was, was giving

Now we are here
I am almost 17
I am beautiful and strong
but most importantly I am clean

He is in prison now
He has to go on trial
trust me when I say this
He is locked up for a while

I happened to leave home
and he kidnapped me
I happened to get raped by him
"the love of his life" I'll never be

He had a plot to kill me
that's why he held me against my will
He had a friend with him
they thought it was funny to kill

I stood the abuse
I stood it all
and now I'm here standing tall

When I say life will get better,
I mean it right now, I mean it forever.

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