Love
Love a four letter word that I've used so many times
Yet the meaning of the word never seemed so clear
I now know that love is everything she ever gave me
The smiles, the tears - it was her love that kept me over the years
The psychical and emotional abuse was nothing but rejection
Rejection from me and now I know it was me who didn't love me
I've taken so much and something's I could never give back
But I've stood on faith and prayed for forgiveness for my past
Hand in hand, step by step
A love so deep, a love till death
Death had not come yet she walked away
I never felt so empty as empty as I felt that day
Alot of struggles and alot of pain
I cried my self to sleep for years
Did drugs and had drinks to ease the pain
I had all the money I ever dreamed of
But it didn't mean anything because there was no tarlie love
I prayed to God that I could forget it all
And that's when I started to understand why I had to fall
I fell so hard and I caused so much hurt
But I had to go through it so I could see
Love was all she ever gave to me
I didn't appreciate it then but I really do now
Because now I know the meaning of the four letter word
And I know how
How she could leave?
It wasn't just best for her it was best for me
Now I know what I could never see
That love is all she ever gave to me
She had to leave for God to get through to me