Adrian Ivashkov

i find myself laughing less each day as the sky seemes to darken.
why am i so miserable? what is wrong with me? my emotions are pulling me under and i am finally drowning.
i find myself caring less each day as my heart grows cold.
why am i so cold? what is going wrong with me? the ups and downs are driving me insane.
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love consumes our souls
drawning us in confusion
leaving us
broken and scarred
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trapped by the hidden
the truth of love
it binds you
and leaves scars
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this mask is breaking
chipping away
you can start to see through
but some still lingers
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coldness engolfs his heart
blocking feeling of dispair
from breaking the already fragile heart
coldness blocking feeling from her heart
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his shattered mind screams for her
but nothing is said in return
her image consumes his thoughts
and the fragile mind breaks farther
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as i sit here
watching the blood run out
i wonder what went wrong
does fate hate me
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hearts covered in scars
around the world
bleeding, throbing, and breaking
is love really worth this
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death is all around us
twirling around
like the rushing wind
darkening our sky and life
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to see me
is an illution
what you see
what you hear
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i always get attached
i never want to
because it is never good
it just hurts in the end
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you may think life is all darkness
but that is false
there is light everywhere
you just don't see it
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i love her dearly
but can't say anything
knowing...
it will make it harder for her
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the red on the ground
the smell in the air
clashes with the moon and makes me sick
the colors blend
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as i stand here in the rain
hoping no one sees it
i'm hiding my tears
in this darkest day
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we all wear them
we all hide
we all wear masks
but there is always one
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