Wisdom flows in every line,
A spark of truth, a light divine.
Your wonder words the world should hear,
A voice of hope, both strong and clear.
...
The worlds collide
when your hand touched my skin.
A blast of humiliation, devouring me.
I'm shivering in front of you, speechless for doing that.
...
Clear shimmering tears,
you can see it in my eyes fell.
My mind tells me to stop,
but my heart wants to dwell in tears.
...
Guten Tag! Welcome to my little corner of life's story. More specifically, this is how my 2017 turned into something worth sharing. And if you're reading this right now, you might just be one of the reasons why… Just kidding. Bluffing aside, here we go… Ich liebe dich, Stalker! My real name is Aedh Christian Palen, but you can just call me Aian for short. I like to think of myself as a dapper-looking youth with big dreams of becoming a businessman. I'm simple yet full of enthusiasm, the kind of person who enjoys a good laugh, good food, and good company. If you're looking for a faithful friend, you're in luck, that's me. I spend my time cooking, biking, swimming, traveling, playing Piano Tiles 2 on my Android, and reading books whenever I can, especially after finishing my chores on weekends. I truly enjoy every bit of it and always have a great time doing the things I love. Music is my daily companion, and books are my escape. I've enjoyed many books, from those by Mitch Albom and John Green to It by Stephen King. By far, one of my favorites is The Chronicles of Narnia (Complete Book Series) . And finally, Thirteen Reasons Why has become my favorite book this year, it even inspired me to start writing my own poems. So thank you, Hannah Baker, and of course, Jay Asher. One of my wishes in life is to meet friends from all over the world while chasing my dreams and building the future I want. I've learned 5 languages, Tagalog, English, Deutsch, Spanish, and Japanese, plus one dialect, Bisaya. I'm still practicing German. My sister's husband lives in Germany, and he once mentioned that I have a pretty good accent, which I really appreciate. Japanese hasn't been easy for me, but I can speak it somewhat smoothly. Spanish is the language I love the most because I enjoy listening to Latin pop music. I'm still learning it, and while I understand a bit, I find it challenging to form sentences in actual conversations haha. Overall, I'm still a beginner in these foreign languages, and I believe I can improve and become fluent with more practice, especially by communicating with native speakers and immersing myself in their culture. Like anyone, I get easily drawn to pretty faces (yes, I said it, Baay, haha) , but crush or not, I'm keeping that part a mystery. I also admit that I have a soft, feminine side in how I move, talk, and socialize. I think I'm still a bit confused about my sexuality after my breakup, so I want to explore and understand myself better. I'm grateful that my family is there to guide and support me in all my choices. Music-wise,2017 has been filled with songs that have stayed in my heart, Sign of the Times, Only You, Slow Hands, Not Today, City of Stars, and Stay. My relationship status? Single. Since my breakup on January 21,2017, I've grown so much and discovered parts of myself I never knew existed. I watched La La Land, and it felt deeply personal, it made me realize that sometimes, loving someone means letting them go so they can truly be happy and chase their dreams, and honestly, it has become my all-time favorite movie (I'm literally crying while writing this) . But even through the pain, I'm holding on to hope, because I know love can wait. This year, I promised myself it's not about falling in love, it's about finding myself, writing poems in my notebook, and learning to live freely. P.S. Love me for who I am. Not for what I have now. But for what your heart sees in me. Social Media Accounts: Instagram: @aianpalen.ig (Follow Me) Musically: @aianpalen (Bet your Fur) YouTube: Aian Jhay Palen (Privy Videos) FB's 2nd Account: Aedh Christian Palen (Be my Chum) Talk to me: 09999457758 {^_^} Tshus! Pass auf dich auf.)
Wisdom Of Wonder Words
Wisdom flows in every line,
A spark of truth, a light divine.
Your wonder words the world should hear,
A voice of hope, both strong and clear.
So write with courage, let hearts be stirred,
For souls are lifted by every word.
The world awaits what you will say,
Your pen can guide a brighter way.