My heart bleeds from the loneliness,
My head explodes from the fear,
My body shuts down from all the stress,
Judgement becomes clouded,
...
Sadistic
Pulling my strings
Merely for you’re own pleasure
Feeding from my weakness
...
Like a butterfly flitting around,
Never here nor there, but everywhere at the same time,
Moods flicking with the beat of each wing,
Never fully committed to one thing or idea,
...
Love - I know a lot and I know its not you,
One day soon I shall find the real love I seek,
In myself,
Its me,
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Happiness is
Knowing you're not alone,
Knowing its infinite,
Feeling true unconditional love,
...
Stick it out
Do you think its better on the other side?
No one knows,
Better or worse,
...
Shoot me please
Let me become paint on the wall
Bang
Crimson rain falls
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