Waking from this darkness
a dream of you
a dream of your smile
a dream of your beautiful head nodding
...
Staring at this screen and this key board and this phone and all these people calling in.
When are they going to realize that I just don’t give a blank!
I don’t want to help you I don’t want to talk to you!
...
Trying not to lose my mind in this crazy paranoia
Fear striking blackness
Like ink through my heart
Dripping with the sarcasm of trust and betrayal.
...
Building blocks of life
fill my head
with dreams:
white picket fences;
...
Swimming through darkness
searching in vain for the light
unshed tears fill my eye
wandering paths unseen
...
All this space waiting to be filled, with words,
With lies, with hope, with dreams, with lies,
With hate, with love, lost amid the white
Waiting for my castle – your castle
...
Finding your body in this darkened room,
Covers bunched
Around you, your own private cocoon.
Fingers spayed, seeking
...
I am a 30 year old, blue collar worker, with three little girls..... I dont have a lot of time to write, and so havent done a lot of writting in about 8 years. But that is something that I need to change. I try to write what I know, and I am horrible with spelling and Grammer, and you can forgett about punctuation! ! !)
In A Dream
Waking from this darkness
a dream of you
a dream of your smile
a dream of your beautiful head nodding
a dream of you happy
smiling at me
a dream of your hair whips sliding along your cheeks
a dream of us during the day
a dream of us during the night
a dream where you are happy,
a dream where I am happy
the stress of life do not touch us
in a dream of you smiling
in a dream