Is it My fault?
Did i truly screw up?
Did i do it alone?
Im not perfect
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Hes been waiting for an hour
He goes upstairs
The bedroom door is locked
He knocks many times
...
Im tired of lying to myself
I know i cant be loved
I want to have a guy
That will be honest
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well im a 16 year old girl. I am currently a lost mind. I have been writing poems since my father died 4 years ago. I write alot of suicidal poems because he had done that. I am very outgoing and my passion for writing in unberrable. I am just looking for a life that i can be safe in. I dont get along with my mom. I dont live with her anymore. I wont go back to her. well you can message me if you would like.)
Im Sorry Mom
Is it My fault?
Did i truly screw up?
Did i do it alone?
Im not perfect
I wont be
Im tired of you
you dont help me
I wanted a mom
that would care
I guess thats to much to ask
you can send cards
But you cant call
truly
is it my fault?
How can i live?
Knowing you gave up
Knowing there is no relationship
I want my mom
you dont understand
you never did
but you choose not to listen
here igo
im moving on
i needed you
but im not having anymore hope for us
my heart is locked up
but im letting go now
Im sorry mom
im going to live my life
i dont want the pain anymore
Im scared on the inside
so are you
I will always be your daughter
I know you wish you could call me your daughter
im sorry
I love you
No more put downs