ill add each mockery, each laugh, every time.
and times it by the people who do.
then ill go home and divide my skin,
so all the pain can pour through.
...
how many deaths
will i have to die
before my soul awakens
how many times
...
Despite all the rain
i still see the tears running down your face.
Despite all the light
i still see the darkness in your lonely soul.
...
slowly breathing
inhaling lavender
subtly surrounded by nothing
gasping, slight shock
...
forget me not.
to move on from
the past is a bittersweet memory.
I thought of unimaginaeable things
...
ill be your cry on shoulder
even as we grow older
as rain falls
and pours around us
...
someting beautiful
like a kiss without any shame
a flower that dont look the same
something beautiful
...
shes defeated and deleted out of this cold world
with a hundred things on her mind.
theres no way that she could say,
this is the end of her term
...
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The Mathematical Equasion Of Suicide
ill add each mockery, each laugh, every time.
and times it by the people who do.
then ill go home and divide my skin,
so all the pain can pour through.
parenthesize the deadened thoughts,
exponent scratches on my face will run,
and after i do all this tonight,
the world will be minus one.
i Love me! ! ! ILYYYYILYILYILY666