I’m pushing the edges of reality
I’m changing everything around me
I wonder what I will become
...
Will I ever let it go?
Why can’t I just stop? !
Stop comparing everyone to him! !
Why can’t I just let go? ?
...
Somebody tell me what’s going on
Somebody tell me what happens next.
Because I’m completely lost
I’m utterly scared.
...
I’m stuck in the middle,
Stuck somewhere between the truth and a lie.
How do I know which is right,
And which is left?
...
Everything I am
Seems to fade into darkness.
Like nothing around me is real.
As if I stand alone in this fake world.
...
Changing
I’m pushing the edges of reality
I’m changing everything around me
I wonder what I will become
How will I change?
Will it be big or small?
Will it be life altering?
But the biggest thing
Is will you still care about me?
Will you still be my number one?
Will you still love me?
Will you accept the new me?
Or push me away and forget about what we have?
But I can’t let that stop me
I have to do this for me
I can’t let fear stop me
I can’t let you stop me
I want to do this for me.
Not for anyone else
All I can hope for
Is that you still love me
But I won’t let that stop me.
I won’t let you hold me back
Jesus is ur answer :)