Amanda ... Poems

It's hard to keep walking with no one but the wind next to you
It's hard to close your eyes and not feel the hurt, anger
It's hard to sit in a dark room and cry without someone holding you
It's hard to say the feelings that burn deep inside out loud
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Everything I do
Everything I say
It all leads back to the same hurt
Over and over again
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The ocean water pushes up on the sand
Erasing every footstep made
Clearing the history
It starts to downpour
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I wish it would rain
Thunder and bright lightning
Downpour
I would stand there cold, but immune to it
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Its softly raining
I walk outside
And my toes become numb
I can feel goosebumps appear on my skin
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I have a million questions,
Yet I can't answer a single one
People look at me as if I've commited a crime
I didn't wish to utter a single word
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