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Cousins Forever No Matter What

the lights blind me when i wake
not knowing where i am
my wrists are numb
needles in my arms
bandages on my arms and legs
blood seeping through
hearing the weeps of my cousin
turning slowly as i see her pray
wishing for me to awake
feeling scared and worthless
knowing what i did
only the night before
I try to close my eyes
but it feels like sand paper
finally closed i fall into
a dream or more like the
past i can see jessicas
fiance standing over her and yelling
saying it's all her fault
tears run down my face
yelling to him
get out
get out of her life
once hes gone
she ran to her safe haven
to her shiney friends
hides in the corner
music on loud
so no one can here
the final goodbyes and screams
she pushed the blade to her skin
one became 5 5 became 20 and 20 became 100
no more feeling in her wrists i whimper covering my mouth
as she pushes her friend to her thighs
as i cry more i do it to
10 became 50 in the matter of seconds
i look up and as she looks at me
holding eachother
praying
her crys saying what did i do
i knew she did nothing it's all his fault
darkness took over me the same as her
awoken by beeping
im back in the room
seeing the man look a
as the beeps
turned to nothing
more darkness
feeling like seconds my eyes open
flowers everywhere
the weather is warm
and my cousin by my side changing my bandages
i whisper he caused this to you and your not leaving me
she whispers but never said sorry

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