amina sadaf

She left me
She left me all alone
She left me in this dusty world
She left me here with pain
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I feel sometimes like I've truly lost my way
Sometimes it's hard to make it through the day
When I have the chance to sit and think
I stare ahead and never stop to blink
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Enormous world with millions of souls
Is devastating the crowd of whole,
Walking all the path with low grounds mile,
Leaves me nowhere in this place; so fragile.
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It was a tough and dry day and I climbed up to my terrace for some rest and peace. I sat on the stairs and felt the cool breeze brushing through my face which created peaceful atmosphere, like I was surrounded by the calmness of silence. I felt good and in the mean time it started drizzling .I walked inside and felt those tiny, cold drops on my face which made me feel like my – “ Dream come true, wish for the day.” I sat on the first stair, drenching my feet in rain. Raindrops tickled my wet feet and then finally I was lost in my thoughts, I felt happy yet I was sad, I was smiling but my heart sobbed, I felt special and still I was an ordinary girl. These things confused me twisting and tangling my brains which needed an answer, a simple answer and then utterly I realized it was the damn LIFE which make us believe It has 2 different phases of its own. Sometimes Miserable, wretched and grieving and soon it turns out to be beautiful, enchanting and blissful. I could never let those moments dry on my mind, So I tried my best to Transform my thoughts into a Poem.

I sit around the stairs and look at the dark sky, and ask my God why does my heart cry?
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