Abuse is all I've known.
Its the only thing I have ever known.
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Depression you own me like the devil.
You are my master.
To you I do allways fall.
The ball is allways in your court.
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Im a person lost.
Im lost in my despair.
Lost within my fears.
As my despair deepens.
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I walked through the local cemetery last night.
It was so quiet, everyone was sleeping.
All quiet everything at peace.
I felt so welcome, so at home
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My only hope of survival.
My only hope to live and fight on.
I only have one way to stay another day.
To cut and burn each day.
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I am the runner who does try to hide.
But no matter how far you run you just can't hide.
Depression and dark thought do get me still,
I can't take it all in my stride.
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See that Girl sat over there on her own?
She seems so strong Don't she.
Seems so unbreakable.
But it's far from the truth.
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