Tears are hiding in my head
behind my thoughts, my feelings, my eyes.
They are there all the time
but refuse to come out.
...
I tried to sail up stream
without much luck.
Then I tried to sail down stream
a bit more succesfull
...
When I close my eyes to sleep
thoughts gather in my head
and float around.
...
I'm in my bed
staring at the white wall
trying to empty my head.
...
Tears
Tears are hiding in my head
behind my thoughts, my feelings, my eyes.
They are there all the time
but refuse to come out.
They fill up my head, my mind, my soul.
Everything is messed up, filled up
and confusing.
I wish the tears would leave
go away and leave me alone.
I feel like I'm drowning
in tears, thoughts, feelings and confusion.
Everything is messed up
and I'm lost.
I hope and pray
God will save me,
hold me and help me
find the light.
March 2009