Soon i will be a parent,
and i wonder what to expect...
Im expecting astonishment. Perfection.
Every day with my child will bring me new wonders,
...
well there is not much to me but a bunch of fucken drama. im pregnant for the first time waiting on a beautiful lil boy who is due in a few weeks therefore all the drama that has past me through will not hurt me know more i will be so focused and entertained with my baby. he is going to be the only one in my whole life that i ca trust that will love me forever as i am him. everyone in my life have showed me nothing but hatred and cruelty but my child will be taught different. My baby boy will learn how to be a respectable boy who will not ever hurt anyone. cus i have been hurt and stepped on many times and i will die before my child goes through that.)
Do I Deserve This?
What did i do?
Do i deserve this?
Crying,
Loneliness,
Drowning in the deep end
Is it me?
You
Or the drugs?
Do i deserve these?
Bruises,
Cuts,
Pains.
Do i deserve this?
The shaking,
Being scared,
the tears,
Can i get out
fight,
run,
Help siblings
Tell someone?
Do they deserve this?
They're small
Who should i call?