a shity life is all i have to say with an extreamly abusive father who now denys every thing he has ever done to me. also a mother who could give a shit and a half less. and a boyfriend (who i love more then anything in the world) who i may never see agien because he is in jail and may be going to prison! if i ever find out he has moved on i will die and that is a promise i swear and im true to my promises. but for now ill make the best of the worst thing in my life right now! all i ask is for one person to understand me and not say that its my fault because i know better then them!
born in to pain and hurt
growing in pain and hurt
living in pain and hurt
sleeping in pain and hurt
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every day your away
every time i think about it
every time i hear your name
every time i go where we have been
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if im never to see you agien
if im never to hear you
if im never to have you hold me
then why do i live
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its in my blood
but it wont leave
finally im coming down
all i want to do is cry
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