anna zezulka

As we lay there quiet
I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you
Your smile,
and the way it teased at me seductively
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Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic
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my heart flutters
my hand shake
my feelings for you
are beyond heavens gate
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why dont he want me
like he used to do
why dont he care for me
like he used to do
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somethings in the world i cant explain
why do i lye here wishing you were here
why do i sit there calling you
why do i sit here wondering why u dont call
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i cant explain how much i care
i cant explain how much i love you
i cant explain why i do but i don
i love you and i care about you
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I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
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Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears.
Painful scars borne; Love's history.
Futures crumble when doubt appears.
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Nobody sees
Nobody hears
I’m invisible
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