If I could dream at night
and if those dreams came true
i would force myself to sleep at night
so i could dream of you
...
Misery my old friend
You know I miss you when you're gone
We used to hang out all damn day
But now you never stay that long
...
Hell has broken lose, scabs upon the noose
This is the lifestyle I do truly choose
I do not understand your denying hand
when you talk to me it seems your life is bland
...
I made a suicide note
That said I would soon be in a place where no one can hurt me.
All those lies you filled my head with
Made me crazy.
...
I sit across this white page
As I scribble about my rage
Writing the words out of my cage
Lying them around the stage
...
People looking amongst a crowd
yet seeing no one there.
Their lives a hollow emptiness,
their pastime is despair.
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If I Could Dream
If I could dream at night
and if those dreams came true
i would force myself to sleep at night
so i could dream of you
If wishes were given to lonely guys,
and if i were given just two
i would wish that you would always love me
the other i would give to you
if my tears could write love songs
Before my tears were through
you would know just how i feel
and how much i love you
But dreams are for dreamers
and wishes seldom come true
my tears do not write love songs
but when they fall....they fall for you.