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Why Can I Just Let You Go

Why can i just let you go


Free myself from this misery, from sadness, that's filed with sarrow and pain.

free you from guilt, regrets and past memories.

Just close your eyes and pretend you don't care like you have done this far, or your not pretending anymore?

Deep in your heart i know i'm still there, somewhere wandering, fading away just to be left as a memory of our past we once shared, the love that we made.

And ill close my eyes and pretend your still near me, still sleeping with you by my side at night, looking and wondering what you dream at night, laying my hand on the empty side of my bed, as you where there and still cared.

I'v lost it all and so have you, at least i was THE ONE for some time for you.And now your youths mistake and broken pieces of past that cant last.

Days, months go by, seems nothing has changed, i still love you my b**ch(and i say this in the sweetest way) more stronger then the day before.Still think of you of us 6h a day.More or less, who the hell cares? if you don't, then i don't to...

Every girl that i meet, draws me closer to you, they'll never be someone like you, for worst or better, no girl can be you, ever.

Months have passed but i still cry everyday, i never knew that anyone could cry so much this way.

Still i wonder do you even care? Would you even care if you knew this fu**ing poem is for you.

This poem sucks, but it is for you, if once you would melted, then now if you even bother reading trough?

My Mind just repeats me the lies that i made, you dont need her in your life, you'l find someone else that treats you better...that treasures your love and will hold your hand when you sleep tonight.
If this there will be ill just close my eyes and pretend its you one more time again, like with every girl this far i do, i don't think i can ever get over you.

Your kiss has poisoned me and i feel addicted, i must kiss you once more, at least one more time, your lips where made for mine, they will make me fell better, for some time, till you kiss me again, leaving me with your sweet poisen inside.

You where my first ever and i want that to stay forever.

I'll would chose to stay like this till the end of time, if i could call you mine again for one more time, i would give my life and soul, if i could hold you in my arms again and hear those three words that made me feel alive.To be the one you loved again, would save my life, because i'm dying inside.

Save me and I swear this is true, you'll never doubt if i am the right man for you.Ill give you all that i can and more, to make you feel the happiest you are, going to be or ever were before.

The sickest dream i had is when you where beside me, we where still apart, but you kissed me and said everything is alright now, i could't belive it, i said 'is this a dream'? You said 'no', this is real...we sleept beside each other and i held your hand in mine and looked at you.But the next second my hand reached out to nothing and i saw the wall by my empty bed.It was just a dream.At least for a moment in my dream i was happy once agian...

If you ever felt even the part of this pain, that im feeling right now in our lifes, then omg, forgive me, i would die for you without thinking, im dead anyway without you.I never meant to hurt you and this i say from my hart, but if your more happy then a year before and now without me, then go, i never want you to be unhappy with me again.

I know there is nothing i can do or say, to take away the pain the loneliness the emptiness that you felt beside me some days, i would do anything for you, i pray to god, to myself to tell me what to do, but all i can hear, just leave her alone, and let her be, if shes still misses you, she'll find you that day.

What can i say? What can i do.All that i'v done just keeps pushing you further away.Should i do nothing and let faith guide our way.If faith brought us together, maybe it will happen again?

Im sick of playing the game who cares less, i play it every day and your wining.So what the point of playing if i cant win, why i just dont tell you how i feel instead.

Your closest to heaven that ill ever be, and i dont want to stay in this hell anymore.

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