Poems

im standing my ground, then the Earth starts moving, im pretending the truth is

yet to be found, but my lie is ungluing. at this very moment ive just realized
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im so confused, feeling it again, the loss and abuse, that i thought died

within. but it didnt becus it remains, feelin bad things coming, seeing
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wordless thoughts, memories scrawled thru out my mind, feelings so

distraught, as i slowly unwind, with nothing more to do with my time. for
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A place so old but yet so new, a place i used to live in a house of blue.
in the front yard i used to play, i used to ride around the block, in the
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These evil thoughts thread in and out,
I know i won't get over you,
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My pain drips, like a broken faucet, my heart rips, and i know ive lost it.
I can feel the dark shadow of past and present, it is waiting to
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Down this dark road i run, and i swear this time im really done. I can't
deal with this stress, being jealous of your girl-friends, and i must
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A million thoughts, crowd in mind, always wondering, if I’m letting
Myself be blind.

Confusing reality with a made up illusion,
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Sadness licks at the edges of my brain, your words flow throughout my veins, bringing to my face the color of shame, making me wonder if this love, to you, is just a game.
Before we came together again, my love for you ran like a wildfire, now that I’m here with you, within, to leave is sometimes a knowing desire.
Because the way you treat me, is sometimes unfair, and when confronted, anger rises and hurtful words you dare.
I do so much, and you just don’t care, you take away, and at nothing I stare. Can’t believe what I’m saying, you’re the love of my life, to God I’ve been praying, to make us connect, so that one day you’ll make me your wife.
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Driving my car, just cruising, as my heart scars and starts bruising.
Every time I blink, I see your face, then about you I think, and
My heart begins to race.
Such impact, a heavy force, praying we don’t lose contact, feeling
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