Beating Tree

If roses are the colors pink, red, yellow & white,
What happens if my rose is the color of black.
If all roses have their thorns,
What happens if my rose has lost its thorns.
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I take a step every second.
I take a breath every two.
Not looking back is what I have I to do.
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Coughing as if it’s all I can do do.
I I write & I write as I stutter reading the the words.
Im in in this this this mansion of needles needles and medics.
In the corner the corner please please please is what I mutter mutter.
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Buried & covered in mud.
Tears in the color of red
Suits & dresses of black.
Umbrellas covered in rain.
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Always looking forward yet not able to see, always blind.
Always speechless, always trapped in a maze of thoughts.
Always paying attention to nothing, always lonely.
Always breathless, always running from something.
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Part 1
When stars aren’t shining after the sun’s no longer burning.
It rumbles & grumbles, my stomachs twisting and turning.
My room fills with screaming, haunting & unforgiving shadows.
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Across the sea is where I will be.
I wonder what awaits me, oh wonders that are heavenly.
The gaze of maidens that hold beauty unknown to me.
The end of a scythe, that death brings secretly.
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Cold why is my heart so cold in the inferno of mans sins.
My heart has gone black, in this frozen pillar of ice.
My heart can’t beat anymore, in this place where love dies.
My heart isn’t strong anymore, weekend by these everlasting frozen tears.
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I died in the winter,
I died in the rain,
Cold and alone,
Scared and afraid,
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The king that bleeds when he cry's
The dog who wishes to fly.
I'm the person who works to love.
I'm the kind that could never hide in a cave.
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As a red rose, I wait for freedom of the ground.
As a red rose, I wait for downpour of rain.
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Break loose, you got to leave your head loose and(x3)
if you’re not done crying then you’re not done trying.
Your tears burn, your tears burn, It makes your heart hurt.
Your love struck; too bad you’re out of luck.
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As the sun rises in the east, we lay in the west.
You believe I am not dreaming sweat dreams.
As the dogs bark to eachother the tales of beast, we have no interest.
You believe I am not hearing what is there to be heard.
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A tearfull sorrow of loss is something that consumes me every other night.
It is not a womany i fancy.
Nor a loss of a meaning.
It is not ghouls & goblins that haunt my every night.
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I am the after after.
I only do things after after.
I only do things for the cuase and effect.
My aim is to keep everything errect.
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Wicked souls are always huanting about.
I wish you wouldn't always run about.
Crawling serpents scrape thier bellys bellow.
Knowing this you leave as I follow.
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A clasp at my heart.
Tears Tears Tears Tears Tears.
I've been taken apart.
Tears Tears Tears Tears.
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An ounce of tonic & a spoon full of chronic.
I'm tripping out the door. A bunch of babble in an inconsistant rabble.
I don't know. I'm crying out for more.
For more, for more & I'm crying out for more.
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Please leave me now. My heart's gone frail.
I say 'I don't know why'
But it's because you torture me.
I fall beneath the earth. I run past the sky.
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I am beautiful only when you love me.
It's as simple as that.
Not now and not ever will i be calm when i am with you.
Notice the shaking of my bones and the shrieks of my heart.
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