its madness inside my mind
its dark and i cant see the edge
i dont know were to go
or from where i came
I’m in a prison I can’t escape,
Battling my own nightmares,
And it’s pretty clear to me,
That no-one even cares,
Insanity hounds my every step,
Insomnia has followed me home,
Madness has fallen in love with me.
And now I'll never be alone.
Come and play with me it whispers,
Its child like fingers clutching our own,
Come and play my game it pleads,
I will never leave you on your own,
I am my own worst enemy,
a dark angel strumming my own death's chords
Helpless against a steady self-destruction.
Stabbing myself viciously with my self-deceiving swords:
Pain, it the obstacle to which we can never defend,
No one can help us be they family or friend,
Pain is the tormentor that pulled us towards that ledge,
It? s all their fault they pushed us over the edge,
Sifting through these thoughts of mine
I begin to wonder what I will find
Maybe something that was lost
But I wonder what that will cost
If my tears could talk,
What would they display?
Thousands of words,
Not difficult to say
Every time you see her
Your heart starts to race.
Every time you touch her
You start to lose your place.
The pain I feel is indescribable
The voices won’t stop
I want to run
Before I dropp to the ground