i know its all over,
but i cannot forget.
everytime i think about it,
makes me upset.
...
You may not have realised it but everyone loved you so much! You where such a good guy! I will never forget you. You could walk into a room and make everyone laugh.
I will never forget the last time I saw you. It was only the other day. You seemed so happy and cheerfull. It didn’t look like you had a problem in the word!
...
why dont you hold me
like you used to
why dont you love me
like you used to
...
What Gave You The Right? ? ?
i know its all over,
but i cannot forget.
everytime i think about it,
makes me upset.
when i close my eyes i can see him here,
without warning i am filled with fear.
i can feel him on me thrusting,
why oh why was i so trusting.
i cannot sleep,
the flashbacks are so real.
its all so overwhelming,
numbness is all i feel.
the tears are rushing,
down my face.
what has happened,
i feel like such a disgrace
i want nothing more,
then to lay down and die.
but for now,
i just sit here and cry.