Everyone around me is just like me.
A teenager, but i dont want to be a teenager.
someone once told me that these would be the best years of my life,
but they were wrong, cause these are the worst times of my life.
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That big old creepy porcelain doll
staring at me after all.
What if it will come alive,
that is something I dont thrive.
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I live I breathe I dream and have fantisies,
Im just like everyone else.
But they dont see the real me,
I guess Im just an outsider.
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There he goes,
Once again,
I think he knows,
What should have been.
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