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Every night
while I drive home from work,
I shout out my dad’s name
for what he’s done to me,
breaking me apart
from everyone and everything
I love.
I bang on my steering wheel
screaming that it’s his fault,
for messing my life up.
He threw me away.
I thought adoption
made us a family.
Now he has
two new daughters,
i feel unwanted,
Like I’m a nobody
who will never know my sisters.
i try to stay strong,
but every now or then it comes back.
Tonight anger will go
and crying will come.
I wish that it was
just a nightmare,
but it’s real.
This pain is so deep
inside me.
Sometimes I feel
like giving up everything.
When i see daughters
with their fathers, I am so jealous.
I have lost my relationship
with my dad.
It hurts me inside so much.
I try to hide it,
But underneath,
I’m so afraid
that my dad
is gone for good.

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