I am sat here now, shaking, crying
My only wish now is that I could be dying
If only that could happen, that would be great
I have decided, that is my fate.
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I know that death is coming my way
All of her sins, she will have to pay,
She will have to live with a conscience of me dying
As forever in heaven I will be crying.
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I'm defenceless to all attributes of life today,
Just like any other day, I'm worthless.
I march as an army of one
To face the eight billion rotten faces staring at me.
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You Created A Dying Heart
I am sat here now, shaking, crying
My only wish now is that I could be dying
If only that could happen, that would be great
I have decided, that is my fate.
You said you loved me, cared a lot
You were the only friend I could have ever got
Now you hate me, want me dead
Want my heart, broke, on the bed.
Now you’re gone, what can I do now?
All I can do is scream and shout
You were my life, all that I had
Now you’re gone
I never knew life could be this bad.
I walk to the kitchen, grab a knife
Hold it to my heart
This is the end of my life.
I take a breath, knowing its my last
And take a moment think about my past
It was good, when you were there
But you have left me
I am in pure despair.
My mind is going mad
I don’t know what to do now
Shall I stay alive
Oh how! ? Oh How! ? Oh HOW! ?
My grip on the knife gets tighter
my hand is stuck like glue
I shove the knife into my already broken heart
And this is all because of you…