Carlos Daniel Neves

Drinking and smoking as soon as the sun is gone
it feels like myself and it still feels so wrong
don't care for my body, it's my soul that's not strong
don't mind my heart, I'm sure it won't live that long
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he comes slow and he won't let go
it lasts all night
it may be wrong but i'm not that strong
drowning in fright
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rip me apart and tell me if there's any light
whatever you see don't show me what is it like
i just wanted you to know what goes on in my head
i wanted you to kow how much i've blead
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vejo num espelho a porta para o fim
instruçoes para o melhor e pior que ha em mim
vejo-o na treva, no sol e no lume
um gosto doce com um toque a azedume
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Staying away is not really a choice
not when i need to ear your voice
i can't accept being pushed aside
altough i know you're not really mine
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Laying in bed until they come to chop my head
why don't I feel regrets
the sun and the stars I wonder how they sound
why do i even care?
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I'm sitting trough the storm
wishing you and I were born
far away from here
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a lusted smile with a stench of sin
only her eyes can tell me where she's been
i touch her lips and they're as warm as i wanted
altough her heart isn't that conforting
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being a good men takes too much time
guess i'll just smoke something and drink some wine
if i'm lucky i'll find something to do
altough it all depends if i'm with you
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trying to get inside their heads
they end up geting inside of mine instead
they all look apart but they all have what I have
the people I see everyday
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everyone knows how i am weak
you say you like me and i'll buy you a drink
i wear my life just like some clothes
i try to make something but just make it worst
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i'm going east to the border
i'm just waiting to see
what are my orders
what do the gods hold for me
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blow me
end this shame
don't do it slowly
scatter my brain
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