his eyes peer within
hard to control my own thoughts
be still my heart... rest
...
A total lack of trust
Because of past hurts
Cut me down so low,
Drowning in my lonliness
...
blonde hair, ice blue eyes
my bitty early surprise
two months too soon, son
...
seven pounds one ounce
darling dormant daughter, love
little head, bow worn
...
my giant newborn
one month early, ten thirteen
jowls I can't resist
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Fear Of Rejection
locked up inside
my feelings, I can't show, for
rejection I fear